I'm Freaking Weak

I nvr imagined I'm so weak.

I ALMOST FAINTED IN MRT.

For no apparent reason. AT ALL.

WAH RAOZ.. To think that I WAS a basketball player. Retired one that is.

Most prob its my low bloody pressure that's messing me up.

I was happily taking the mrt home from City Hall, with yet another Gundam model kit in tow, standing at the joint of the mrt. It wasnt very crowded, and I started reading my manga.

A few stations later, my back started aching. At Dover, I looked up from my manga. Somehow I felt that I shld alight. I din.

Bad decision.

From Dover to Clementi, it was a terribly long journey. I felt like puking. My view started losing its color. Like I said, for no reason AT ALL.

For a terrible few long seconds (cant be minutes when the journey from Dover to Clementi isnt very long), I thot I gonna black out n faint. Like so malu like dat. My view deterioted to only patches of light. I'm too weak to even alight at Clementi. My ears felt like there's something blocking. I was breaking out in cold sweat.

I fumbled ard my bag for tissues, while my ears still feel blocked. Its so bad that I had to close my eyes while leaning on the wall of the train. It slowly got better n the color came back. For a few seconds only. N it started again.

By this time, the train was approaching JE. Thankfully I got a seat where I closed my eyes n went to sleep for 2 stations. And I was perspiring profusely when I alight. The back of my shirt was wet, my forehead was covered in beads of perspiration.

At least I felt good enuff to alight and walk home.

I wonder if I had vertigo (the blocked ears) or something.

Haiz.

I'm damn weak.